1 Kings 19:4

“Would that God were willing to crush me, That He would release His hand and cut me off!

But if I say, “I will not remember Him Or speak anymore in His name,” Then in my heart it becomes like a burning fire Shut up in my bones; And I am weary of holding it in, And I cannot prevail.

And King Jehoiakim and all his mighty men and all the officials heard his words. So the king sought to put him to death; but Uriah heard it, and he was afraid and fled and went to Egypt.

“So now, O Yahweh, please take my life from me, for death is better to me than life.”